I haven’t seen my family in many years
held their hands or shared my fears
too long since I’ve laughed with my father
or placed a kiss on the cheek of my mother
this road is one to walk alone
leave my children to grow at home
my daughter, I’ll miss her wedding day
the joy of giving her away
every time they think of me
they’ll speak about the man I would have been
smile at secrets I would have known
cry when they feel alone
I wish the journey did not end this way
and trust I’ll see them again some day